Saturday, March 6, 2010

{Loss and New Life}

This week has been particularly stressful for my family. On Tuesday night, my Dad's older brother Danny passed away. Although I didn't see Danny a lot during his time on earth, I deeply miss him. He was a fun, free spirited, and good man. I don't know how everyone else processes death and thoughts about death, but for me, the intensity of my sadness depends on one main factor-did they know Jesus as Lord and Savior? I'm so glad to know that in the final days of his life, my Uncle Danny signaled that he had asked for forgiveness for his sins and made peace with God. Every time I'd say goodbye to my Uncle during his time on earth, he'd hug me with a smile and say, "I love you honey!" I'd say, "See you later Uncle Dan", and we'd part ways. Today, as I said my final earthly goodbye to Danny I could be at peace knowing that TRULY I will see Uncle Danny again! Death has not conquered Danny-Danny is alive and well with a new body in Heaven-much better off than you and I. What a comfort.

Thank you, Dear Father, for making a way for us to have eternal life with you and your precious son, Jesus. Without you, there would be no hope.

Jessica <3

{A Day in the Life of a 23 Year Old Student Teacher}

A typical day for me...

5:30: The alarm sounds. I snuggle with Emma for a few minutes, make a cup of hot cocoa, and read some Word. I've been reading through John and Psalms recently.
6:00-7:00: Get ready to leave for school.
7:10:Make my way through morning school traffic :)
7:30: Arrive at school, greet my host teacher, sign in, and prepare all of my activities for the day.
8:00: The kiddos arrive, I greet each one, take attendance and lunch count, and they do morning work.
8:15-8:40: I work one on one with a struggling student in reading.
8:40-10:30: I teach spelling, handwriting, grammar, and language arts. I love this part of the day :)
10:30-11:30: Math. I'm not such a fan ;)
11:45-12:40: Lunch and Recess! :)
12:40-1:20: Planning! During this time I write lesson plans, check email, talk to my host teacher, make copies, and eat chocolate..hehe ;) The planning period is truly a gift from God to teachers!
1:20: Social Studies or Science
2:00-2:20:Math Interventions
2:20-2:30: Reteach
2:30-2:50: Pass out papers, get the kiddos ready for dismissal, straighten the room, and send them to the buses.
3:00: I leave the school! :)
3:20-9:30: I'm home, change immediately into my PJs, eat dinner and work on lesson plans. On Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays I watch American Idol with my parents. The other week nights I usually just relax at home with Emma. :) I read books, scrapbook, read blogs, and ocassionally watch tv. My Nanny (grandmother) and I have a subscription to Netflix and one or two nights of the week we pile on my bed and watch a good movie. I try to go out with my friends at least once every two weeks, but most of my close friends are student teaching too, so its been hard to find a night when we can all meet. I make sure I take a long bubble bath at least once a week. Before I go to bed, I pack my lunch and get out my clothes for the next day.
9:30: I go to sleep. I have to have no less than 5 pillows in my bed to go to sleep, and I can't keep my feet under the covers or socks on. I know, I think its strange, too. If I don't go to sleep by at least 10, I'm worthless the next day!

On the weekends, I usually spend time with my boyfriend. He works out of town during the week, so weekends are precious to us. We go eat Japanese, Chinese, or Mexican every weekend. We also spend alot of time with my family playing the wii. For the last couple of months, we've been hooked on wii Monopoly! I highly recommend it! On Sundays, I drive 35 minutes to my church. The long drive is totally worth it! :) I try not to do any work on Sundays, such as writing lesson plans. I try to make Sunday's God's day as much as possible. For me that means spending time in his house, in his word, and reflecting on the things he's done. :) I also spend alot of time with my family on this day.

There you have it, a week in my life. It's a simple life, but I love it. :)

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

{ Hello, Again. }

My fur baby Emma. :)

I've recently caught the blogging bug again. After much debate, I decided to give this blogging thing another shot. :)

My first thought was, "I'm not married, I don't have kids, and I don't have a business. Why would anyone care about the life of a twenty-something girl from Nowhere, USA.?" Then it hit me- one day I'M going to care. When the hair on my head starts turning gray and I'm starting to show fine lines and wrinkles, I'm going to want to look back on my life and reflect. A blog is the perfect way for me to do that. I intend to put these blog posts into a book at some point. Who knows, maybe one day my children and grandchildren will want to read these posts.

So, since I haven't blogged in a year, here is a brief update of my life.

1. I'm graduating college in 3 months. After five long years, I'm finally finishing. May 15th can't come soon enough!
2. I'm student teaching in 2nd grade and absolutely LOVE it. In 4 short weeks, I'll be moving to 4th grade. I hope that the next placement will be as great as the first has been.
3. I finally found a church. After searching far and wide, I came back to Message of Freedom. I went to church there a few years ago but was tired of the long drive every Sunday. I tried out LOTS of different places, but eventually decided that MOF was the right place for me- long drive or not. I have such a GREAT church family there. :)
4. I am now a mother to the cutest fur baby ever- Emma Belle. :)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

{Recent Pictures}

I recently went out for my friend Mackenzie's 22nd birthday at Muriels...yummmmmm.Me :)

Lindsey, Shelley, Me, and Mackenzie

Me and one of my best friends...Shelley. :) Love you Shell!

The boy ;)

My other bestie...Lindsey :) friend and fellow Twilight fan :)

At our Twilight party.

Me teaching 2nd graders at American Reads.

Shell at AR.

Brittany :)


Wonderful :) That is the best word I can use to describe my life since 12 AM this morning. I've been really dealing with a lot of worry recently. (over everything you can imagine) At 12 am this morning, however, I cried out to God and he heard my prayer. I've been filled with the most amazing peace ever since. I was tired of the worry and stress that had inevitably become my life over the past month or so. I knew that as his daughter this was not my inheritance. I started picking up the Word and soaking it up like crazy. I've spent more time on my knees this week than I have in a long time. I went to a great little church and felt his prescence with me. Wonderful.

Thank you Father for being my strength, my shield and my peace!

Some of the verses I've been soaking up this week-

"My God shall supply all your needs according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus." -Philippians 4:19

"But I will trust in your unfailing love, my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me. " -Psalm 13:5-6

"He brought me out into a spacious place, he rescued me because he delighted in me." -Psalm 18:19

"Fear not (there is nothing to fear), for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, Yes, I will help you, yes I will hold you up and retain you with my (victorious) right hand of rightness and justice." -Isaiah 41:10

Sunday, March 22, 2009

{ It's been too long }

I am now almost 4 months into the new year and I'm ashamed to say none of my goals have been met. :( I guess I shouldn't beat myself up- no one is perfect, right? I had intended to start this year off on the right foot, and I did. I'm just still overweight, not as close to God as I want to be, and feeling the repercussions of my laziness. I just got over my 3rd bought with mono this week. No fun.

I've got to get it together, its just sooooooo hard to get into a routine. I want to excercise, eat well, read my bible more faithfully, and find and faithfully attend a good church, I just don't. It's laziness, I'll admit. Pray for me. I need a good spiritual kick in the behind :) I work well with setting mini-goals for myself. Maybe I should make some for this week. I go.

1. Do Zumba 3 x this week.
2. Limit myself to only 1 candy bar and 1 pop this week.
3. Try not to eat after 7 PM
4. Make my quiet time first thing in the morning every day this week. I'll start reading through Isaiah.
5. Try to get in bed by 10:30.

Ok, that wasn't so bad. I can manage four things, right? Maybe I should keep a daily update?

Sunday, February 8, 2009

{ Fun Times }

Last night Chris and I went to Shogun with his good friend Burny and his girlfriend Kayla. Kayla and I have a couple of classes together and have also became friends, which is nice. :) We've tried to double date with other couples before but one of us would never hit it off with the friend's significant other. Not this time, I think we all make a pretty good group. Shogun was sooooo good. I got the shrimp and chicken. Yum. We had to wait a while to get seated, but it was totally worth the wait. We then went to Burny's house to play the Wii. Let me admit to you now that I'm TERRIBLE. It was still fun though. ;)

This picture makes me laugh. :)

Displaying my wii remote.

Waiting for our food.